Ainul Mardhiah AzZahra

Da lama giler plan nak story mory about my little girl, tapi busy punya pasal..tak sempat

Ok..my EDD ptutnye 16Jun.  People always said selalunye if first baby keluar awal.  So 2 weeks before EDD i da prepare everything dah.  Tapi day by day still takde ape2 sign pun.  Two days before EDD, ade  keluar darah so cepat2 pegi DEMC, doktor cakap baru bukak 2cm and dia suruh balik dulu.  If lagi 2 hari still takde ape2 doktor suruh datang for induce.  The doctor ask me to come early around 9am because if anything i boleh masuk labor room.  I pulak on 17hb tu boleh bangun lenggang kangkung dgn hubby kemas rumah, basuh baju, pegi breakfast sebab kata nak induce kan.  Harusla kemas rumah dulu and makan benda sedap2 dulu (40 hari kena berpantang tu :P) Sampai je da pukul 12.  Terus pegi labor room and nurse suruh tukar baju etc dulu before doktor datang.  Ada one makcik nurse ni datang nak check bukaan da bape.  Hubby takde time tu pegi sembahyang jumaat.  I pun ok je la sebab time chekup doktor ade jugak check..ok je. Sekali bile nurse ni buat..mak ai sakit giler ok.  Terus rasa nak duduk and baring jer.  Nak jalan pun sakit ok.  After hubby balik doktor panggil pegi klinik and dia suruh we all balik dulu sebab bukaan still 2 cm.  Nak induce pun dah tak sempat sebab da pukul 2 time tu.

So kena la balik.  Sampai rumah hubby ajak balik rumah my mum . I still remember on 17th tu..kitaorng tgh tgk tv..cerite mission impossible.  Masa tu da nak pukul 12..I masuk bilik kejap nak ambik something when suddenly I rasa macam ade air panas dekat kaki.  Rupanye air ketuban pecah da.  Terus panik..cakap dkt hubby ‘air, air keluar’.  Hubby pulak tengah khusyuk tengok tv just boleh fikir’ air, air ape pulak’ dia boleh buat blur2 jer haha.  Bile cakap air ketuban terus dia pun kelam kabut hehe.  Cepat we all kemas ape-ape yang patut and continue pegi to DEMC from my mum home at Hulu Langat.  To make thing worse Federal Highway pulak tengah repair jalan.  Journey yang should take only 30 minutes..da jadi 2 hour! 

We reach hospital pukul 2.30 am.  Nurse check and kata baru dilate 4cm.  She said baby da berak..tapi her heartbeat still ok and she still active.  So dia tak panggil doktor.  Doktor will only come on 7am.  Nurse tutupkan lampu and suruh i tido.  tapi nak tido mcm mane dgn ada wire-wire sume.  Hubby je la yang tido..1st tido dekat kerusi..tak comfortable kot, dia pulak naik katil and tido dekat tepi i haha.  Pukul 7 doktor datang and check tengok still jugak 4 cm huhu.  My mum pun ade call tanye I mcam mane.  Alhamdulillah from 2am –7am tu i takde rasa sakit langsung.  I dengar doktor suruh nurse bagi drip untuk cepatkan contraction.  They cucuk sumthing dekat my drip bottle..terus i rasa contraction..but still the mild one.  Nurse tanya nak injection tak..I dengan confident nye cakap tak nak hehe.  Pukul  8.30 nurse check lagi and the I da dilate 7cm.  Nurse cucuk sumthing lagi dekat my drip water .  Three minutes after that terus i rasa sakit.  Ni memang sakit giler ok.  Not sure which part yang sakit.  Yang I tahu the pain made me feel that I’m in the room, but I tak realize what happen to me.  Time ni la cakap dengan nurse i nak injection.  Nurse cakap da tak boleh sebab i da dilate 8 cm.  I fikir ‘tu la berlagak sangat lagi tadi huhu’. .tapi diaorng bagi i laughing gas

Dapat je I terus sedut dengan tak sabarnye.  But frust yang tat gas can’t reduce my pain pun.  I just make me feel di awang-awangan jer.  Pukul 9,  da dilate 9 cm doktor pun masuk siap2 kan barang sume and suruh I push.  She said she can see baby’s head already.  Problem nye i tak tahu the correct way  to push.   Doktor kata i push dekat muka je lebih.  I remembered the doctor with three nurses plus my husband suruh i push, but because of the pain&the gas I macam sedar tak sedar je  After 15 minutes still tak boleh, doktor said she has to vacuum.  She put the vacum and the same time I have to push..and suddenly my baby keluar denagan lajunye..and hilang all the pain.  I’m so weak at that time and my baby keluar with purple skin! Takde pulak terus menangis macam selalu dalam tv tu hehe.  The nurses straight away took her  and keluarkan cecair from her nose, mouth by long tube.  After 10 minutes then I heard her voice :).  Doktor keluarkan uri sume and lepas tu she mentioned ‘Doktor nak jahit sikit yer’ .  I pulak alamak kenapa bagitau.  Terasa jarum2 nye huhu. 

After that we have to wait for 2 hour in the labor room before they sent me to my room.  Alhamdulillah for the precious gift to our life.  We love you so much.  Insyallah we will guide her to be a good muslimah.  A few days after that ade macam nak kena jaundice, but i frequently bagi breastmilk and kejutkan baby every two hours,,the jundice level makin menurun day by day.   Talking about her name,  I like az-zahra so much.  I was thinking nak letak nama Fatimah Az-zahra ..tapi to be fair hubby kena bagi satu nama la jugak which suitable with Az-zahra.  Dia pulak suka nama Ainul Mardhiah-bidadari syurga utk orang2 yang mati syahid. and kalo ikut rank the highest level of bidadari la lol  Lepas tu i fikir kalo combine kan mcm panjang sangat la pulak and I fikir nak dropkan je nama az-zahra.  Hubby pulak suggest combinekan je..so jadila Ainul Mardhiah Azzahra.  Tak letak ‘-‘ dkt azzahra sebab nanti lagi la panjang.  So to my daughter sorry if u have to write your name panjang2 dekat school nanti.  You have a very nice and meaningful name and I wish you can be as what your name means. .bidadari special syurga yang bercahaya.  She is 10 months now

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